Monthly Archives: November 2015

My Cup Overflows (whether He takes it or not)

Here’s a little something that’s short and sweet: Since the marijuana incident two months ago, I have been struggling with spiritual warfare. As I struggle with the fear of this spiritual warfare, the Lord is teaching me that I must … Continue reading

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Tea and Truths (after midnight)

Late last night I followed my typical nighttime ritual: I made a double dose of chamomile tea, lit a tiny candle, put on a giant sweater, turned on some quiet worship music, and curled up on the floor with my … Continue reading

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In turn, what a great gift I have been given

This feels like the beginning of a difficult season for my family. My little sister is having a busy and stress-filled senior year of high school; Dad is continuing to push through work and battle financial stress; my older sister … Continue reading

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Not-So-Subtle Influences

It is striking how great the difference is between the effects my Christian friends have on me and the effects my non-believing friends have on me. My Christian friends are terribly broken sinners with mistake-ridden pasts. But they acknowledge their … Continue reading

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with vigor

I stare at a brick wall speckled with turquoise paint. A plant in a vase drapes its long limbs over a black pipe that runs across the middle of the wall. And I think to myself– I haven’t written a … Continue reading

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Bittersweet Notes

It is difficult to differentiate spiritual growing pains from suffering. The past two months, God has been wonderfully present to me. I told a friend that it felt as if my life was a jar of play-dough and God was … Continue reading

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