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Bittersweet Notes

It is difficult to differentiate spiritual growing pains from suffering. The past two months, God has been wonderfully present to me. I told a friend that it felt as if my life was a jar of play-dough and God was … Continue reading

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I feel smothered. I have been putting up so many safety nets for myself… that now I’m choking in them. Which is a bit ironic after all; I mean, the safety nets are supposed to lower the chances of my … Continue reading

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Loving Me

Before delving into my feelings, I want to first say: I hope that I don’t sound like I am complaining often. I am working SO HARD at getting better and being the best me I can be, etc. That said, … Continue reading

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dis[COURAGE, dear heart]

I am so discouraged! I’m stuck in these horrible thought cycles and thinking traps, and right now I do not see myself ever really getting out of them. One of these harmful thought cycles, for example, is when I try … Continue reading

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