Monthly Archives: February 2015

Fears Fade With Easy Smiles

For my successes in battling my demons, today I received a grand award: my psychiatrist said that I made his day. . And that made my day. . I came to understand the difficulty of wiping a genuine smile from … Continue reading

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A stomach bug miracle

Dear WordPress friends, The encouragement that you gave me Friday and Saturday was exactly what I was looking for and needing. It really meant a lot. It felt good to be heard and cared for during a difficult time, even … Continue reading

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help

i’m thinking about taking a bunch of klonopin because i dont have the emotional/mental stamina to show up to work tomorrow. my thinking is not a clear. bad sign. i want to either take a bunch of klonopin or make … Continue reading

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EAT ME (before I pop)

i just picked up a pencil before i remembered this is a computer so now I am typing. long week. after a long week. slapped myself in the face a few times. had a few almost-breakdowns used skills well had … Continue reading

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Embrace

Be bold. Be forward. Be strong. Be direct. Be confident. Embrace who YOU are (so that others can embrace YOU, too) . Are you awkward? Embrace it, don’t hide it. Are you upset? Embrace it, don’t hide it. Are you … Continue reading

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How much more can one take?

Is this all a joke? There was just a shooting on my campus (literally 15 minutes ago)… yesterday I talked to the cops because a friend was feeling suicidal… I just learned that more of my friends than I thought … Continue reading

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Often I hit a fork in the road (but I do not hit it alone)

Often I hit A fork in the road, A point in my day At which I have Two paths before me: I can keep travelling upwards Though my body is aching. Or I can let myself slide, Though there would … Continue reading

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