Monthly Archives: December 2014

iceskating

Gliding with gentle strokes, Slowly in a circle Then again and faster, Lower, Faster, Lower, Cutting through the ice With elegant silver wings. Freedom, Flying with freedom. Soul and wings take over, The rest relaxes: You’re In your own world … Continue reading

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“Come”

I used to often pray to God, “Come, Holy Spirit, Come” when I was afraid and uncomfortable. When my dad used to have screaming fits, I would run up the street and pray this. When my family was in emotional … Continue reading

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I am learning some wonderfully rich things about myself, my suffering, and my joy this week. I have had much time to deeply contemplate my life, reconnect with Jesus (which has been so good for my soul), and I have … Continue reading

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The Power of A Little Gratefulness

One can never underestimate the power of a little gratefulness. Mindfully practicing gratefulness is one of many skills that I keep in my bag of go-to’s when things get rough. Speaking of rough, today actually was more than decent until … Continue reading

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Fat

Looking in the mirror for the 20th time today, I am not happy; I see Fat. And when I see Fat, I am Fat. If I can grip between two fingers one tiny roll, I determine that is what I … Continue reading

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Feeling Lost

I’m going through an identity crisis, and a “what is the meaning of life” crisis. The option of suicide is creeping back into my mind. I need help and I feel so lost. Any tips, if you’ve been in a … Continue reading

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“You’ve made quite an art out of that”

Dear WordPress, Today I smoked weed for the first time ever. It was something that I had been battling for a while– to keep my morals or try something a little rebellious? Well, I chose the latter. The actual high … Continue reading

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