Tag Archives: positivity

Continuing Without Diagnosis

I am tired of waking up every morning to just sit and wait until I can go to bed again. This mysterious physical illness that I have mentioned recently remains with me as I continue to seek answers. I have … Continue reading

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dis[COURAGE, dear heart]

I am so discouraged! I’m stuck in these horrible thought cycles and thinking traps, and right now I do not see myself ever really getting out of them. One of these harmful thought cycles, for example, is when I try … Continue reading

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The Power Of Vulnerability

I’ve been feeling pretty good lately. Perhaps it’s this weather– I just love when it’s crisp and slightly chilly out, but the sun is still brightly shining. Perhaps it’s the medicine change– I’m being switched over from Effexor to Prozac … Continue reading

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I Choose My Identity

Today as I walked into the building for outpatient hospitalization, I was happy. This confused me. The reason for my confusion was not that happiness is foreign to me (I have a great capacity for joy and silliness), but that … Continue reading

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enjoying the enigmatic

I feel content today, and I feel like crying. My hands are almost shaking as I type this now. They feel odd, and I’m not sure if that is because of the emotions flowing through my veins, or if it … Continue reading

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