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Digging Up Dark Roots, Part One: “Trigger Year”

Currently I am seeing my therapist three times a week. Three times is a lot. I explained to her that I feel a substantial amount of shame over seeing a mental health professional this frequently. “It is like my seeing … Continue reading

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Paint And Macaroons (For When The Going Gets Rough)

Yesterday I wrote and explained, while quite frazzled, how my depression and anxiety were spiking so much that I could hardly focus on properly constructing sentences. Somehow, though, I managed to properly construct enough sentences to get my message across … Continue reading

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Sand and Haze

Sitting here in Starbucks, I am really wanting to work on one of the more intellectuals essays I have drafted recently. But unfortunately, I just do not have the brain juice to do that right now. I continue to move … Continue reading

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Deep Sighs

I’ve had a good handle on my mental health for a few months now, and my physical wellbeing is threatening to end that golden streak. I saw another doctor today. The 8th doctor I’ve seen in the last 3 months. … Continue reading

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Ink and Crayon and Tea and

I’m kinda stuck in my head so I’ll let this speak for itself.

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Reminder: Self-Love Party at 9am Thursday, August 13th

Worked late last night, and again this morning/evening. Today ended with a bit of emotional turmoil. Stress about the future, fear of going back to the hospital, anger with myself, realization of my changing priorities in life, and just a … Continue reading

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